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Feb. 13th, 2002 01:44 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
vyvyanxI feel uneasy and troubled. I'm not quite sure why; I think it's something to do with G. Maybe it's that he's so morose and strange atm - although he says it's not me, just work and worry about jobs and stuff (which is entirely reasonable) I still feel somehow that he doesn't really care for me that much. Oh, this is just pointless paranoia, I should stop it.
We're going out for a Valentine's meal at Charlie Chan's tonight, which I'm looking forward to (couldn't go tomorrow, due to them only serving the Valentine's Day set menu, which isn't vegetarian). I'm making G a card, since I don't like the sorts of cards you can buy. I've drawn a raven on it, with a background of roses and thorns. I felt I should do something gothy for G :-)
Yesterday evening, went to The Graduate, which is a crap pub where the Camarilla types are going now. (Why do they always pick such shit pubs to go to?) Rather boring; I bought G drinks all night; he sulked; people played Munchkin (but I didn't feel like joining in); G lost badly and this seemed to annoy him even more; R turned up and didn't seem particularly friendly for some reason - maybe he's annoyed with us after Slimelight. Anyway, he drove us back to G's place afterwards, so that G could give him his belated birthday present (Half-Life). Then G's mood became even worse, and he decided he didn't want to eat anything, even though I was all prepared to cook for us both. So I just cooked for myself (and very nice it was too: fried egg, vegetarian bacon and oyster mushrooms in garlic, with toast). Played a little Diablo, then went early to bed with G.
Met him for lunch at Pure again; he's slightly more cheerful today, and wondering about getting a Microsoft qualification to improve his career prospects.
Oh, why am I in such a strange mood?
We're going out for a Valentine's meal at Charlie Chan's tonight, which I'm looking forward to (couldn't go tomorrow, due to them only serving the Valentine's Day set menu, which isn't vegetarian). I'm making G a card, since I don't like the sorts of cards you can buy. I've drawn a raven on it, with a background of roses and thorns. I felt I should do something gothy for G :-)
Yesterday evening, went to The Graduate, which is a crap pub where the Camarilla types are going now. (Why do they always pick such shit pubs to go to?) Rather boring; I bought G drinks all night; he sulked; people played Munchkin (but I didn't feel like joining in); G lost badly and this seemed to annoy him even more; R turned up and didn't seem particularly friendly for some reason - maybe he's annoyed with us after Slimelight. Anyway, he drove us back to G's place afterwards, so that G could give him his belated birthday present (Half-Life). Then G's mood became even worse, and he decided he didn't want to eat anything, even though I was all prepared to cook for us both. So I just cooked for myself (and very nice it was too: fried egg, vegetarian bacon and oyster mushrooms in garlic, with toast). Played a little Diablo, then went early to bed with G.
Met him for lunch at Pure again; he's slightly more cheerful today, and wondering about getting a Microsoft qualification to improve his career prospects.
Oh, why am I in such a strange mood?
